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I don't know why
it is, but in the last few days it seems I'm starting to notice things.
Little things that usually get taken for granted, like the headlights reflecting
off of puddles in the parking lot to make lights dance on the side of the
apartment buildings, or the sound the water makes as the tire parts it. Everything
starts having significance, and I am inspired by the black-garb clad roller-blader
with the tattoo and black dyed hair, my mind stats trying to find a niche
for him, to analyze and lock him away, a potential character. Words seem
to have more meaning, heavy with imagery or feeling, and I stop what I am
reading mid-sentence to write them down, guardian, velvet, assassin, I wonder
why this creative peak is here, and I wonder what I will do with it. Will
it stick with me until November, and Nano Wrimo - unlikely. Will I do anything
productive with this time where I am eager to taste the words to test their
weight and explore the sensations that make up life, probably not, because
as I sit to write, and reflect I analyze too much, chase away the creative
thoughts that crowded and shoved moments ago to be heard out on my drive
home. The page swallows up the words as the ink sets them down, and
mundane as it is, may use them up forever but I hope I remain inspired,
or at least alert to life in this detail. It seems to make things so much
richer, and more worthwhile. With the wonder of a child, I go to face the
day.
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