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Poetry Corner - Isolation & Impossible Dreams
POSTED 18-SEPTEMBER-2002

Isolation

Isolation
I try to walk away
Lock away the thoughts of you
I run away, so far away
And when I stop, I found I’ve not gone anywhere.
I lock myself in and I cry
Over memories of you
Your scent, your touch
I still taste your lips
So soft
My memory is dancing with you.
I cry out
And run away
So desperate to be alone
A small part of me weeps
The truth I won’t see
I want to be alone with you.
Shut out the world
Shut out everything
Yet you found your way back in.
Maybe it’s just you never left
Maybe it’s me who kept you in.
Empty room in my mind
Walls barren, so bare
And I sit, and I cry over you
But your shadow remains
In the corner where I left it
I can never be alone
Never with out you.
And I scream out my frustration
Try to banish the ghosts in my mind
The walls shatter and the world rushes back in
With colors and sounds and sights
The white noise drowns out my thought
And I turn to realize
You are gone, you are gone
In the face of the world
You’ve left me.
So I sit in my room
The one in my mind
And it no longer has any walls
And I deal with the pain
And the loss
And know I will never be alone.
My mind is so crowded
With things to see
I can never be left alone
And here I remain
The last tears still falling
I’ll never be alone
I so wanted to be alone.
No thanks to you
I can never be alone.

Impossible Dreams

Impossible dreams
Push me higher,
Higher than I ever dare go.
The clouds change as I go through them
Lose substance and slowly disperse
I reached as far
As I thought I could go
Still yearning to climb ever higher
But I saw not the steps
The great ladder you gave me
That led me to the stars.
Impossible dreams
Told by you, push me on
Higher than I ever dare go
And the height makes me dizzy
Light-headed and free
As the mundane spins out below.
I was in the ocean
Swimming desperately towards the light
Lungs burning in me
Longing to breath
To break surface
To begin to fight
Now impossible dreams
Push me higher
Than I ever believed I could go
And the world keeps on moving without me
Can’t even see where I go
And the wind, it pushes me on
And I feel your warm hand in mine
And our impossible dreams keep us floating
Above what used to be mine
And I look back one time
And I smile at the thought
Of the ties that had held me down.
Our impossible dreams destroyed them
Though they never really were there
Our impossible dreams freed me
From the ties I had bound
To keep me safe
And on the ground
Ties I created
By not daring to dream
And now that I do
I’ll never come down.



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