Isolation
Isolation
I try to walk away
Lock away the thoughts
of you
I run away, so far
away
And when I stop, I
found I’ve not gone anywhere.
I lock myself in and
I cry
Over memories of you
Your scent, your touch
I still taste your
lips
So soft
My memory is dancing
with you.
I cry out
And run away
So desperate to be
alone
A small part of me
weeps
The truth I won’t
see
I want to be alone
with you.
Shut out the world
Shut out everything
Yet you found your
way back in.
Maybe it’s just you
never left
Maybe it’s me who
kept you in.
Empty room in my mind
Walls barren, so bare
And I sit, and I cry
over you
But your shadow remains
In the corner where
I left it
I can never be alone
Never with out you.
And I scream out my
frustration
Try to banish the
ghosts in my mind
The walls shatter
and the world rushes back in
With colors and sounds
and sights
The white noise drowns
out my thought
And I turn to realize
You are gone, you
are gone
In the face of the
world
You’ve left me.
So I sit in my room
The one in my mind
And it no longer has
any walls
And I deal with the
pain
And the loss
And know I will never
be alone.
My mind is so crowded
With things to see
I can never be left
alone
And here I remain
The last tears still
falling
I’ll never be alone
I so wanted to be
alone.
No thanks to you
I can never be alone.
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Impossible Dreams
Impossible dreams
Push me higher,
Higher than I ever
dare go.
The clouds change
as I go through them
Lose substance and
slowly disperse
I reached as far
As I thought I could
go
Still yearning to
climb ever higher
But I saw not the
steps
The great ladder
you gave me
That led me to the
stars.
Impossible dreams
Told by you, push
me on
Higher than I ever
dare go
And the height makes
me dizzy
Light-headed and
free
As the mundane spins
out below.
I was in the ocean
Swimming desperately
towards the light
Lungs burning in
me
Longing to breath
To break surface
To begin to fight
Now impossible dreams
Push me higher
Than I ever believed
I could go
And the world keeps
on moving without me
Can’t even see where
I go
And the wind, it
pushes me on
And I feel your warm
hand in mine
And our impossible
dreams keep us floating
Above what used to
be mine
And I look back one
time
And I smile at the
thought
Of the ties that
had held me down.
Our impossible dreams
destroyed them
Though they never
really were there
Our impossible dreams
freed me
From the ties I had
bound
To keep me safe
And on the ground
Ties I created
By not daring to
dream
And now that I do
I’ll never come down.
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