Isolation
I try to walk away
Lock away the thoughts of you
I run away, so far away
And when I stop, I found I’ve not gone anywhere.
I lock myself in and I cry
Over memories of you
Your scent, your touch
I still taste your lips
So soft
My memory is dancing with you.
I cry out
And run away
So desperate to be alone
A small part of me weeps
The truth I won’t see
I want to be alone with you.
Shut out the world
Shut out everything
Yet you found your way back in.
Maybe it’s just you never left
Maybe it’s me who kept you in.
Empty room in my mind
Walls barren, so bare
And I sit, and I cry over you
But your shadow remains
In the corner where I left it
I can never be alone
Never with out you.
And I scream out my frustration
Try to banish the ghosts in my mind
The walls shatter and the world rushes back in
With colors and sounds and sights
The white noise drowns out my thought
And I turn to realize
You are gone, you are gone
In the face of the world
You’ve left me.
So I sit in my room
The one in my mind
And it no longer has any walls
And I deal with the pain
And the loss
And know I will never be alone.
My mind is so crowded
With things to see
I can never be left alone
And here I remain
The last tears still falling
I’ll never be alone
I so wanted to be alone.
No thanks to you

I can never be alone.